Nads it is.

May 19th, 2010.

2010-05-20T12:29:00.001+08:00

Wednesday, May 19th:
went out with Zee & my older brother, Khairul to TT Blues. I wasn't supposed to go out but uhh, I was sick of stayin in my room all alone the whole day, studyin, studyin, studyin. went out at 630 and went home at 930 since we're havin s curfew! oh yknow why, exam! EXAM! :S no worries, 1 paper left then, I'll be freeeeeeee. :D

love this photo! we look taller. :3)

May 16th, 2010.

2010-05-17T11:58:00.000+08:00

Saturday, May 16th:
went to school in the mornin to take I-am-not-sure-what-the-name-is. :S

Belle, Ratna, myself & Qilah!

went to Lambak later at night for Fiona Afiqah & Nadya's birthday celebration. there was a band & a lot of guests, actually but I was like stayin in the house like the whole night. enjoy the pictures!
Happy 5th Birthday, Fiona Afiqah!

and Happy 8th Birthday, Nadya!

Aleysha's presents from her mom. aww, lovely. no no, it wasn't her birthday.

it's originally from Ralph Lauren.
manis! :S

May 9th, 2010.

2010-05-10T11:51:00.000+08:00

Saturday, May 9th:
it was on Saturday night, went to Gadong all alone. everyone hates to be alone, who doesn't? :S luckily, Marzuqi was there! god bless me. thanks for accompanyin until you escaped your tuition class, man. :P met a lot of people. I don't have to mention all the names here, should I? :) Zee came two hours later, hung out at Coffee Bean for minutes. not to forget, Zaim came when we were about to go home too. sorry for ditchin you, Zaim!

Nad feat. Marzuqi.
Zee/Eymma PGB!

May 6th, 2010.

2010-05-07T03:02:00.001+08:00

May 6th, Thursday:
guess what happened durin school this afternoon? :P we had a celebration since Ratna brought this cake.

okay, I'm kiddin. tehehee. we were just havin "lets take a lot of photos, just incase today's the last for us to see each other". I know it sounds sad, right? we just can't help it. :(

coincidencely, we all brought our own camera. myself, Rabi, Ratna, Nabilah & Amal. do your maths, 5 cameras altogether! it's because we're just too vain to take picturesss. :P these four cameras are Nabilah, Rabi, Amal and Ratna's camera. mine is the one that took this picture. and yeah, here are the rest of the pictures. enjoy!

May 2nd, 2010.

2010-05-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

I only have this one picture. thanks for taggin, Nisa!

after spendin my Saturday night with the girls every week, so on Sunday, May 2nd, it was time to spend my time with my guy friends. I could feel the 'life-changes', seriously. because just so yknow, approximately in about a month, I only went out with the girls, all girls. no boy! on Sunday, there was no gossip, no rumour, no hug. wait, there was! I hugged Hazmi's girlfriend and Effen but still, I could feel the life changes. and the biggest life changes was when I was bullied by them. :( oh, no surprise. ~~I am always bullied especially when these guys are around.~~ so back to my story, that time, it was the time when I had to "cium bau sigup". argh. I hate smoke! :@ that was my fault, though cause when I was asked "kau balik or ikut kami lihat bola ni?", my response was "ikut lihat bola", and yes, I was warned before "banar? jangan saja kau sasak mencium bau sigup". lalalaaa. can't blame anyone. :) but that was a good thing, no gossip, inda gain dosa. :P maybe I should add it in my "why do I prefer to be with guys than girls" reason, yeah? :P we hung out at Coffee Bean from 3pm to err, 8pm? met a lot of people. yayer, I'm updated now! ;) tehee. next destination was Kiulap. they planned to watch football but ended up with playin pool.

*currently listenin to one shot by Mario Vazquez.

April 24th, 2010.

2010-04-25T15:10:00.001+08:00

April 24th, Saturday;
"who's the prettiest of all?" inside joke. :P
we got our Fendi, Prada & Louis Vuitton bags on.
Nad feat. Dila.
from my camera.

my eyeeeeeeeeees! :S

I couldn't believe we, all the girls stayed at Gadong till midnight. there were a lot of people that 'psst' us. argh. that was sick, man! I was shakin, wish I wasn't there! a lot of things were playin on my mind, who knew they would do somethin stupid to us? screw it! luckily, we met our teacher, Joe M. thanks for accompanyin us to Coffee Bean, sir. we owe you one. it's not that I never went out till midnight. it's just that we are all girls. ofcourse, we need at least one man to protect us there. I mean someone that we can trust and rely on. seriously, girls night out doesn't work for me.

I've learned my lesson. don't go out till midnight when there's no man that I trust!

April 17th, 2010.

2010-04-18T13:47:00.002+08:00

April 17th, Saturday:
boy, you gotta watch my back cause I'm not just anybody.
meet our favourite teacher, Joe M! oh *thumbs up, thats his trademark. we were asked to do so. tehee.

we were jobless! :S

Belle, Rabi, Nad & Aqilah.

*currently listenin to Knock Out by Lil Wayne feat. Nicki Minaj.

April 10th, 2010.

2010-04-11T14:38:00.001+08:00

April 10th, Saturday;
we were told that no school in the afternoon on April 10th. so, we decided to go out. Yusri, Hazwan, Bazli, Fahes, Qawi, Fadhullah, Wafee J, Belle, Aqilah, Rabi, Ratna and myself.
the girls.
Coffee Bean punya unofficial models.
two vanillas vs one mocha.

p/s: sorry, I don't upload all of the photos.

*currently listenin to Say Aaaah by Trey Songz feat. Fabulous.

March 29th, 2010.

2010-04-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Monday, March 29th:
first day of school of term two, I received a text message, it says "Nad, jalan eh". soyeah, I went out with these two men named Wafi & Hazmi. mom complained "lepas buka sekolah barutah bawa jalan". I know right. :S it was because they were always busy with their works. AND THEY DON'T GO TO SCHOOL like I do. :P. I bet they didn't know that I just had my holiday a day before, yeah? :P

"orang baru balik sekolah", that's what they call me. :(
I look ugly. :(
look at Wafi's hair. arghh, embarassin! :S
look, gentleman of the night!
11.26pm. like T.I's song, "oh, yknow what it is~".

birthday greetin!

2010-03-04T12:55:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 17th, DK AZIRAH ADILAH! (March 1st)

and HAPPY 17th TOO, NAQIUDDIN Z! (March 3rd) siapa first greet kau? :P

:PPPPPPPP

sorry, don't have your picture. we should've took a lot of pictures masa aku beraya kerumahmu last year. :( but thats okay, next time, din! I promise you somethin. :)

feveeeeer!

2010-03-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

I'm havin my 4 days of holiday now but sadly to know, today is the last day. I'll be back on Saturday. :( people may wonder what holiday I'm havin now. there was on last Saturday where people didn't have to work due to Maulud Nabi, I woke up at 8am, as I opened my eyes, I could feel how hot my body was. 38.8 degree celcius, man. :S we actually had makan makan at my grandma's house at Mentiri but mom didn't allow me to attend. I stayed at home alone, instead. how sad. I was alone and sick. :( can you imagine, I was left at home from 2pm till 9pm. arggh, suffocated. :S I complained about my fever a lot to my friends (through msn, d'uh) but no one cared. :P wait, there was! Zee, that is. she stopped by at my home for minutes after goin out with her friends and then she brought me to hospital. emergency! I believe my temperature during this time was 39.9 degree celcius. :S instead of goin to the hospital straight away, she brought me to Kominis. ah, that was okay. she knew that I wasn't goin to die there. :P then off to Pasar Malam and last destination, Ripas! my mum came earlier than us. she was panicked when I told her that Zee was goin to send me to RIPAS, she left the function and rushed to RIPAS. it was 10-ish pm. checked checked checked and GUESS WHAT?! my body temperature turned to 47.5 degree celcius. like seriously? are you crazy? 47.5?! that's wooah, I couldn't say anythin, I was speechless. :O the doctor FORCED me to hold up at the hospital but I refused. mum persuaded me too. sigh. siapa jua mahu betahan di hospital. :( it was almost 2am when we got home. luckily, I am fully alright now. alhamdulillah. :) I just hate the fact that I'll be back to school on Saturday. more hoidays, please? :(

and thanks for those who greeted me well. kinda sekadar but it means a lot to me. maybe that's the reason why I am good now. seriously, I received a lot of greetin on last Saturday night. thanks yea, guys! xx.

as request.

2010-02-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

yes, as request! :P

march.

2010-02-20T14:52:00.008+08:00

I'm currently at mom's office. seriously, I'm dyin here. :S so, as Dodiie's request, I'll just update this blog. wait until your turn, di. :P

8th February: went to SMJA to take our O'level result. I planned to quit school at first and take private exam at MOE but after havin a long thought, I decided to continue studyin at SMJA until June!
Izzul! :D i look chubby. :S

I'm applyin MTSSR too. interior design, baby! hope I am accepted there. amin! next spot, MTSSR! was with Zee and Lexus. hee. I accidentally met Syuhada there! :D i was expectin to see her at SMJA but sadly, we didn't have a change to meet each other. but hey, I met here at MTSSR, okay? :P
met Zamie too! thanks for accompanyin. :)

later at night, Coffee Bean with Aqilah & Wafi.

9th February: I accompanied Wafi to MOE the next day to take June O'level exam form and I saw this 1126 car. :D :D :D haha. clicked!

14th February: went out with Dodiie & his friend.

11.26 again, okaaaaaay? :P

15th February: Percy Jackson & the Lighthin thief with Aqilah & Eymma. then, Coffee Bean.
16th February: went out with Eymma & Kim. yknow, Coffee Bean!
17th February: Wolfman with Aqilah & Coffee Bean with Hazmi PHY. we met Azhiim Latif but I couldn't stay longer. huhu.

4o's.

2010-02-11T14:45:00.000+08:00

O'level result is already out and I only managed to get 4o's. and I got an A for my Literature! :D well, nothin to be proud of. it's only 4o's. :)

we enjoyed our Sat night at CB!

2010-01-31T20:59:00.003+08:00

Eymma Pgb, Wafi Z Salleh and I enjoyed our Saturday night by hangin out at yknow, where else? Coffee Bean! 4pm to 8pm. we didn't really take pictures cause I didn't bring my camera. the 'meetin' ended with this!

'Lemon Tea VS Fatimah. loves, Nad.'
'Kau bida. -Mr. Asshole'
yeeeeeah, this is so true. heuheuheu. :D

yeah, you got it right. Wafi and I were bored. Eymma was busy talkin with her date. yes, she brought her date and fyi, we don't know who her date was. so, we decided to 'cincau' our drink. jobless. not to forget, I also signed my name on his finger plaster too. look!
N
--AD!
plasterku ni, sebenarnya. :S

next destination, KFC! someone didn't join. yeah, kami berpecah, owing to a baju that he was wearin! ah, yknoww the reason why. lalalaa. shoppin, shoppin, shoppin, cruisin around brunei muara theeeeeeen, home! was it at 3am? i forgot. :S

OHYEAH,i found this in Eymma's phone.

he was holdin my phone. wanna know what he was doin? he hacked my Twitter by writtin this 'Fats fats fats. ilovefats.' at this time! ergh.

ohyeah, anyhow, Happy 18th, Wafi Sallehuddin & Happy 17th, Ayumi Qistina! had a blast on your birthday, guys? hee. :D

another update.

2010-01-26T12:30:00.000+08:00

my phone is broken and mom is thinkin to buy me this Nokia 6760 Slide. ergh, I wanna ditch Nokia, I don't want Nokia anymore. :( and I want pink Sony Vaio laptop so bad. :(((

it seems like everyone is talkin about O'Level result lately. seriously, you guys scare me out of hell. :S result, please be nice to me. I want my parents to be proud of me like what my brother and sister did. 5O's are enough. soyeah, please be nice. :(

I watched this 'Bida rupamu by Canterbury Boyz' on youtube just now. I adore the group! they're very cool! that's what I can say. no, they don't parody MicBandits, okay? the song doesn't seem to have anythin to do with 'Cantik rupamu' and like what Zed Peace said, they're cool with Canterbury Boyz.

men's blouse.

2010-01-26T11:55:00.003+08:00

see what I am wearin, wafi's baju! nyahaha.

I'll give this baju to you nanti, young man. insyaAllah. remind me! :) this is not a plaid/checkered, okaaaaaaay?

Avatar!

2010-01-06T13:27:00.003+08:00

I went out with this guy lastnight named ah yknow who, Izzullah Safuddin. :) we watched Avatar. we didn't watch the movie sampai habis pasal he was tired and he had to go to work the next day which is today so, we decided to go home instead. but before that, we stopped by at McD. McFlurry, baby! :9

new year's eve!

2010-01-05T19:59:00.000+08:00

this is how I celebrated my New Year. yknow, watched movie! Sherlock Holmes. you got it right, I celebrated my new year in a cinema. Wafee Jamal kept on sayin "boring kau ani eh, celebrate dalam wayang. boring, boring!". haha. shut up, fee! biartia. as long as I celebrated my new year, not stay at my house like what a good girl do.
Wafee J.
ah, Coffee Bean. :) Mr. Nazh. talur. it's supposed to be 'Mr. Nadz.' HAHAHA.

that's it! no other pictures. :P

hoyeeeeea, I'm currently waitin for Izzullah to pick me up. it's 8-ish pm now. we're plannin to watch Avatar. batah eeeeeeeeeeeeeh. :S

an outin, sunday.

2010-01-03T21:09:00.003+08:00

there was one night, Hazmi tweeted me - "kata rumah hampir Gadong, bah lanjatah aku nah." so, I went "bah, sure. when?". he replied me with "aku jalan sama Wafi on Sunday, ia kan lanja aku Coffee Bean." from the conversation, it leads us to where we were yesterday. yknow where, Coffee Bean. :) we agreed to go out at 3pm but........, we arrived there approximately at 530pm. "andangnya, kitani orang melayu."

we are :
myself!
Wafi Zakaria!
Hazmi PHY!

and the rest of the pictures.

wafi was BUSY with his phone. bedating saja ia! while Hazmi, he was BUSY too with his iTouch. pfffffft. and yknow what I was doin, busy with my camera. ;)
Wafi vs Hazmi!
"kaki siapa paling putih, fi?" :P coincidencely. :)

and finally, secret revealed. :P
nadawah. HAHAHA. wafi asked me to layan this girl because aku balik balik marahkan ia supaya jangan main phone! nadadih. hahahahahaha. inda ku tahu kenapa, malas ia melayan kali. heeeeee.

there were four of them lagi. one of them was Azim Murni. I really thought that Hazmi invited another Azim which was my ex, since my ex is their friend too. talur, nada ku mahu jumpa ia tu ah. tahu apa sakit kah? -.-" but alhamdulillah, they invited this Azim Murni. gang ni dorang semua ah, kaaaaan? :P

survey!

2010-01-03T02:48:00.005+08:00

Q: Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?
A: yes, I just did, just now.

Q: Do you think anyone out there likes you?
A: I know someone does. :)

Q: What do you currently hear right now?
A: unbreakable by westlife. yes, I'm feelin so emo now. don't bother! tralala.

Q: Who did you hug last?
A: errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, D.

Q: Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
A: I can't recall.

Q: Does the number 18 have any significance to you?
A: 18? yes with a smile, :)

Q: Be honest, do you like people in general?
A: well, depends.

Q: Who was the last person that left you a comment?
A: Syuhada. I miss you, G!

Q: Its 2 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
A: wafi with his text "i am goin to bed now. two words and be wild!". selalunya. :)

Q: What do you think your best friends doing right now?
A: enjoyin their life?

Q: How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
A: 26. :)

Q: What are you most looking forward to later?
A: Coffee Bean with Wafi and Hazmi.

Q: Do you think you love anyone?
A: skip! I don't play with love, love is a strong word!

Q: Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
A: always. durin exam, mostly.

Q: Are you jealous of anyone right now?
A: why should I?

Q: Do you like your first name?
A: why not?

Q: Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
A: try me and you'll know. :)

Q: Is there anyone you hate?
A: not at this moment.

Q: What are you looking forward to in the next month?
A: O'LEVEL RESUUUUUUUUULT!!! :O

Q: When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
A: hours ago?

Q: What color is your hair?
A: brownish-black.

Q: When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
A: "jangan ditunjuk, putus karang tangan".

Q: Have you lost contact with someone you miss?
A: long time ago.

Q: Do you think you're old?
A: no, I'm 17.

Q: Are you afraid of the dark?
A: not really.

Q: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
A: never, I love bein myself.

Q: Can you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
A: uh-huh. NO.

Q: Do you talk a lot?
A: honestly, I tend to talk a lot.

Q: Can you play billiards?
A: I can't. :(

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: an hour ago.

Q: If you could change your eye color, would you?
A: no, thanks.

Q: Ever kissed one of your friends?
A: fhdxcrdththoihzc.

Q: Are you health conscious?
A: yeeeeeeeeeeees!

Q: Last (other's) bed you slept in and with who?
A: my bed, alone.

Q: Ever danced in front of the mirror?
A: always.

Q: How many hours sleep did you get last night?
A: 5 hours.

Q: Are you friends with any of your exes?
A: yeaaaaaaaah, why not?

Q: What kind of music are you into?
A: any. rnb, mostly.

Q: Have you told anybody you loved them today?
A: naww. :(

Q: Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
A: secretly, yeap.

Q: Was your last kiss sober?
A: my last kiss was years ago.

Q: Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
A: mom. :)

Q: Are you living a lie?
A: uh-huh.

Q: Who was the last guyfriend in your house?
A: errrr.

Q: Can a girl and a boy be best of friends without having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?
A: well hmph, depends. no, I mean YES! why not?

first post in 2010!

2010-01-02T04:36:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2010, EVERYONE! :D

p/s: my first time bein here in 2010. ;)

December 19th, 2009.

2009-12-19T22:37:00.006+08:00

2007 photo. found it from Friendster.

I am not goin to Zee's place tonight because she said she wants to be alone. well, that's okay cause I am out of energy now, super tired. :S

I am currently on msn with Aiman. his niece's voice is so cute! namanya Hazimah Diyana. I have met her before, once, which was last year. but I don't think she still remember me. :)

okay, what topic should I be talkin about tonight? I updated my twitter from time to time nowadays. I bet people know what I was/am doin today/now. mum asked me and my two other brothers if we wanted to eat at KFC or McD for our lunch this mornin. Aiman & I chose KFC and Dani chose McD. well, yeah. we won 2-1. ;) I had KFC at Qiulap for my lunch today & McD too. yes, two foods! because Dani wasn't satisfied with us! that wasn't fair. :S I better not to eat those kind of foods startin tomorrow or otherwise, eeeeeeeeeee. :S

40% of people in the world are usin Twitter now. I will delete my twitter if it's increasin to 50%, seriously. the reason why I made twitter is because I love hollywood! the point is....., yknow what. ;) fyi people, I don't follow my friends, okay? well, I do but some of them. like err, not more than 10. ohyes, Gisele Bundchen fan twitter group is followin me. ;) *proud. haha. her son is no longer nameless now, she named his son Benjamin.

Bazement VS Izzullah.

2009-12-19T04:11:00.006+08:00

I think I am really havin my insomnia now. ohmy. :S

guess what? I checked my Friendster just now. I don't know why. my heart kept on pushin me. I clicked someone's name since his comment/name appears on my current profile page. I stole somethin from his profile. it's actually err,
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Izzullah's photo! haha! :P

the reason why I'm stealin his photo is because lastnight, he asked me to talk about him on my blog. yes, he offered himself. :P okay, I will now. don't be suprised if you read this. :P where should I start? I'm not goin to talk about him from A to Z cause he already got a Z! ;) I mean Nissan Z, baby! he owns one. I'm envyin him for that. :( I mean I hate him for havin the car! hahaha. nadawah. :P I'm so jealous. shizz. :S adiknya cute ni macam abangnya jua lah. nama adiknya Haznal, aku suka! *point to the picture. :P

p/s: I only stole one of your photos, okaaaaaaaaay? and hey, 6 packs! *hint hint. :P :P

//EDITED

I just wanna show this. Izzullah sent me this photo the other day. whoooooo, see, 6 packs, baby! :D bah, adang! -.-"

finally back!

2009-12-19T02:13:00.000+08:00

sorry for the quality. :S

my blog is back to normal now. I changed the url the other day. I don't know why? I actually planned to re-new everythin but...., nevermind. well, I did somethin to this blog, actually. I removed my mixpod because I'm sick of the songs. urgh.

I visited my brother's tumblr (http://iloveazim.tumblr.com) just now. finally, he has a girlfriend named Yenn Rahman. congrats! I found somethin on his blog, it says 'i drink milo if i missed her too much'. okay. that is so weird. :O don't you realise that? seriously, it is. so, if you miss her, then, you'll drink milo? or err, wait, if you scream our amah's name to make you milo, that means you miss yenn too much? hey, what am I talkin about? cut this off. ~~I really have no idea what I'm talkin now.~~

it's 2ish am now. I should be sleepin but sigh, I'm havin my insomnia again and no one is here to talk/chat with. blergh. Facebook is gettin boring nowadays. I'm thinkin to delete my account soon. ~~I never liked Facebook.~~ I made one because my friends kept askin me to make one. in fact, I have 57 friend requests to be accepted now. I'm too lazy to accept all of the requests. I mean no, I'm not lazy. it's just err, I'm bein honest, I don't wanna accept them. people keep addin me up. I wonder why? I hate it when random people keep on addin me. I don't accept strangers, okaaaaaaaaay? :) Facebook is the place where I found someone named Aziemah Nadhrah too. i really wish she wasn't exist, BENAR. how I wish you were a spammer. :( I was super shocked when I found out that I share my name with someone. :O cause all this time, I thought I was the only Azimah Nadhrah in Brunei/world. label me as 'perasan', I don't mind. :D everytime I google-ed up my name -- my blog, Twitter, Facebook, Friendster, Myspace, Hi5, my PSR & PMB results will appear. I mean yes, only me. I still can't believe this happens. I can do nothin because her parents gave her the name. all I can do now is, face the fact! I give a damn pulang sebenarnya. haha. :D

I think I should be off to bed now. will be goin to Zee's house later. party, baby! and sleepover at her place.

p/s: don't wish for me to go online later at night. :P :P

it scares me, seriously! :S

2009-12-12T23:21:00.002+08:00

I've been thinkin about my O'level result lately. it scares me, really. I'm hopeful that I can go to MD next year. if it's not possible, let Micronet be my second option and MTSSR is my third option. don't wanna stay in SMJA again for another 8 months.

ohyes, not to forget, HAPPY 17th YUSRI HAZIQ YUSOF! (12/12) :D

and Happy Birthday Mariah Izzati Hatnan & Ak Ahmad Izzuddeen Pg Tejudin too! i'm sure they're not goin to read this. ;)

Family photo.

2009-12-11T22:19:00.004+08:00

I just received these hari raya photos from my uncle. all of the pictures are NOT EDITED!
dad, Pg. Ahmad BPHC.
mum, Hajah Aerani BHL.
second child, Khairul Anwar.
fourth child, Hasyimah Nadrah / Arina Nadhirah
fifth child, Khairuddin Anwar.
sixth child, Syukri Aiman Anwar.

don't bother to ask for Azim's photo! cause just so you know, he was asleep durin this photo-takin.

by Shahminan Ibrahim (http://shahminan-ibrahim.com) or be his fan on Facebook, search for 'Shaminan Photography'. ;)

RANDOM!

2009-12-11T02:03:00.003+08:00

i'm so excited to post this. okay, NOT! yesterday, this so called my ex-boss was irritatin me. and now, err, I don't know what to say, being sarcastic? *rollin eyes. I just hope wafi will not be readin this or otherwise, I'll be killed! :P
'wooooi, i've got one sudah. 12 packs. satisfied enough! ;)' hahaha. :P i laughed my tummy off as i received this message. inda jua cali. -.-''

ABO, unbelievable? ;)

2009-12-10T11:52:00.002+08:00

believe me or not, I have A Band Once's songs & covers in my phone!! people just can not believe this, I KNOW! :S au, ~~orang brunei.~~ :/ :/ I just found Faizul's voice is so damn good! I'm sure I'm gonna get used to this someday. no worries. ;)

someone named Coco Ghani from Twitter/Facebook asked me to download I'll be fine by Stevie Hoang. I think the song is super good! (Y)(Y) well, try to listen to it! then, you can judge. love the lyrics. :D he introduces me Sunset by Marques Houston too. download and hear it, people. and please do support their music! :)

ohyeah lastly, this line keeps playin on my head, from twitter - 'setaie kau ani, baiktah semua lelaki ada pack kau suka' - @wafi_z.
I don't think thats funny. VERY CRUEL, right? fuck youuuuuuu, fi. haha. :P

i'm fopeful.

2009-12-08T16:36:00.002+08:00

I don't like watchin Twilight but Taylor Lautner's so grrr-HOT pasal ia ada 8 packs!
:D :P :P

anyhow, congrats to my sister for her flyin colour PMB result. 4 distinction (Malay, English, Geo & IRK) & 4 credits (computer, history, science & maths).

another tiring day.

2009-12-06T19:56:00.003+08:00

my mom woke me up at 8am this mornin. she wanted to borrow my phone. so, I lent her. I continued my sleep again till she woke me up AGAIN at 10am. gahh. I attented weddin ceremony at err, Tanjung Nangka. shit, panaaaaaaaas! :S went to Jackhan Sg. Tilong after that and lastly, off to Rimba. woaaaaah, see our new house, sudah siap! mum gives me a new bedroom downstairs but nooooooooo, I don't want. that's not goin to be my room. I wanna sleep upstairs. :(

ohyes, WafeeJamal just made a new Twitter account for me! kan, fee? ;) hahahahaha. nadawah. gila, perasan. :P :P

i shopped alot, i think?

2009-12-05T20:51:00.002+08:00

sorry for the quality, I forgot to bring my Cyber-shot.

what did i get for today?
-two cardigans.
-facial foam.
-one body lotion.
-one belt.
-fixed my Nokia 5700.

finally, I bought new cardigans! *giggles. :D i had my lunch at Cheezbox today. Coke Float & Baked Chicken Chop Rice really made my tummy wanted to go BOMB! sushi & dimsum for my dinner. I think I ate a lot today. gahh! :/ I better say 'no' to delicious foods now.

LA Pride thingy.

2009-12-05T11:38:00.001+08:00

i got nothin to talk about other than ............., entah! so, mum just gave me $20. i know, sikit. it's not enough for me to shop. i wanna buy a new cardigan, top and err, shorts! pfft.

it's saturday today. yayer! abang will be goin to UBD later, got somethin to do with basketball. trainin, maybe? every thursday, saturday & monday. hohoho. ahyeah, i should mention about his LA Pride tag here. he lost it! hahahaha. :P okay, sorry, no laugh. i know you're goin to mad if you see i'm laughin about your loss. his LA Pride tag is from USA, baby!

ohyeah, I think TWITTER IS SUPER FUN because I can know what hollywood celebs are doin! DO FOLLOW ME! ;) it's HTTP://TWITTER.COM/JNADHRAH

watcha say!

2009-12-04T10:34:00.005+08:00

mom bought me a queen bed size for me. just now. and she bought two chandeliers. yes, CHANDELIER, baby! :D ibunda asked me if I want a new bedroom downstairs. malas tah ku, seorang lagi tu tidur di bawah. :/

i won't be given pocket money this month cause momma said i spent quite a lot on my birthday last week. come on, i need money to go out! it's December, holiday. :/

p/s: i hope mom is readin this. i want black chandelier for my new bedroom, please? :( i love chandelier. i want one in my room.

happy 20th, dodai!

2009-12-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

22 minutes to 12am. sabar, sabar. sempat ni, sempat. hahahahahaha. :P

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, HILMI HAZWAN ZAKARIA / DODIIE! (1/12) :D

Hari Raya Haji.

2009-11-28T21:35:00.029+08:00

this might be my last post for today. heee. today is Hari Raya Aidiliadha. as usual, we were havin a small family gatherin. it was fun. i could meet Aleysha & Fiona! :D
look at the screen. ohh, my picture. :P
bungsu khaty & fiona.

Aleysha & Fiona.
Aleysha again! :D

my bungsu's daughter, Fiona Afiqah. :)
momma, bungsu khaty & bungsu siti.
this is so sweet. i love this!! :D

she hates taking picture. pfft. :/ she's goin to school next year, International School Brunei. yayer! always be good, Aleysha. :D

ohgod, i love those two kids. :( Aleysha is my tua's only daughter & Fiona is my Bungsu's only daughter too. :D

17th Birthday part 3.

2009-11-28T21:01:00.021+08:00

i was awaken by a song of my phone, i saw 'Ahmad Marzuqi' name was on the screen. so, i answered it. believe it or not, he greeted me on the phone right at 12am!! haha. congrats for bein my first greeter/caller, marzuqi. :) met him at school in the mornin, i can tell that his baju was 'lusuh' but then, saw him again at gadong, he was 'the bomb!'. haha. smart. you looked different, zuqi. :P

thanks for this, guys! :D au, sikit. so, waht? more on facebook! :D

17th Birthday part 2.

2009-11-28T20:36:00.009+08:00

i treated Saufi & Jirah at Cheezbox & movie on my birthday. and and thanks for accompanyin me. :) ohyes, qilah was there too! i look gyfjddgatkflhatj on most of the pictures. yikes.

we watched Twilight New Moon until 10ish pm, i think? and TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SUPER HOT!! :D

17th birthday part 1.

2009-11-28T20:06:00.020+08:00

when was the last time i update this blog? gahh, i've been busy with my life, i didn't touch this laptop for three days sudah, seriously! as everyone knows, i turned 17 on last 26th november. so, my birthday was not so good. well, i wasn't excited at all. went to school in the morning. Irsha forced me. soyeah, pictures! :D

till next post, readers! :D

go and get it!

2009-11-25T21:42:00.003+08:00

khatam alquran has already finished. i thought i would be busy goin out after that but no, i was wrong. i am supposed to go out on 26th & 27th, but then, Hafizul texted me, he said he can't go out on 27th owin to some reasons. another same reason i received from Wafi, he inbox me through facebook (since he lost his nokia E63!), givin me an excuse, said he can't go out on 26th due to friendly match. well, i think that's okay. i just need to come to school tomorrow and renew my IC in the afternoon. hope it's gonna be fun. hee. but sigh, i really wanna go out tomorrow walaupun malam/subuh/maghrib. bah, anyone? volunteer? :D

i have uploaded yesterday's photos on Facebook. do tag yourself, people! i'm just lazy to do the taggin. HEHEHE.

p/s: mana kau kan? aku wah rindu kau. :( pfffffffffffffft. i wish that this feelin was gone. fagh! :/ ahyeah fyi, currently listen to 'Hey Jude by The Beatles'. :)

2009-11-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

Khatam Al-Quran.

2009-11-24T16:19:00.008+08:00

finally, alhamdulillah. we had finished khatam. the Khatam Al-Quran ceremony went well this morning. was held at my school hall, SMJA.. and congrats to the other students! :D

more on facebook, SOON!

congrats!

2009-11-23T12:28:00.008+08:00

have you guys been to The Mall, Gadong? art exhibition was there! so, on 18th, wednesday at 10am, he was invited to The Mall for receivin his present. congrats for my brother, Khairul Anwar for winnin the competition. 1st place! :D

tell me berapa kali sudah kau manang pasal art ani kan? sudah tah bah, bagi lagi orang lain chance. :P :P

and congrats for winnin Hari Perancang Bandar 2009 competition. Plannin for real, makin map. how cool. on 18th also, 2pm, ICC! he's very lucky,two presents in one day! congrats again, yeah. :) no picture cause i forgot to transfer it. pfft.

High Road.

2009-11-22T20:36:00.010+08:00

sorry for the delay. i just found my card reader. it was at my brother's room. so, i watched Phobia 2 on thursday. i really didn't get the movie. it is totally LAME! pfft. :/

met my friend, Amer.

November 21st, 2009.

2009-11-22T11:20:00.008+08:00

sorry for the late. i'm just lazy to update this blog. very lazy! pfft. :/ but ergh, the reason why i'm updatin this blog now is because Aiman is readin this. :P nah, pictures of yesterday when we were havin our practise for khatam al-quran. i'll be killed if someone see this! :S blablabla.

free-ree-dom!

2009-11-21T15:34:00.003+08:00

the day when we could smell the smell of freedom. :P

more photos on facebook! :)

November 18th, 2009.

2009-11-18T12:50:00.003+08:00

i woke up at 7am this mornin cause i had to go to school but my parents left me.they knew that i am supposed to go to school everyday untill 24th but what??! ergh. :/ but hey, i did go to school this mornin, okay? :P nah, pictures of today! ;)

i'm back!

2009-11-18T01:49:00.007+08:00

first of all, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! :D

i'm free now. movie, beach, party are waitin for me. :P talk about exam now. how was it? err, it was so-so. i'm so worried about my malay & english papers. :/ hope to get a credit for both subjects! WELL, AT LEAST C! 'tawakal saja'. yes, will do. :) so hmph, i am fully booked until late November. my social calender is full. i'm sure you guys know what is on my mind, book me after 29th! in december, maybe? for sure, i'll say say 'YES' for any function, i won't decline. :P

i chatted with Izzulah the other day. he told me that he has his own car now! OMFG, IT'S NISSAN Z!! you have no idea how jealous i was, zullah. :/ give me your baby Z, i can take care of it when you're at KB. :P :P ohmy, i really wanna get it someday! insyaAllah. i still can't believe it's your car. hahaha. you owe me somethin, i know you're readin this. tahaa. :P

i went to gadongzzzzz yesterday since exam has already finished & coincidencely, i was havin my reunion with my primary school friends. met a lot of them. i missed everyone!

baaaaaaaah, i will update this blog err, tomorrow? cause i'm sleepy now. night, people. xx!

deactivate. sheez.

2009-10-12T03:53:00.003+08:00

i won't be able to update this blog until November 16th. as you guys know, I'll be havin my O'level exam tomorrow (since it's 3ish am now). I also deactivate my facebook account. msn too, maybe? for sure, I'm gonna miss kamu semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :( *big hugs. I'm leavin for my own good, so, don't bother. :)

'kalau kau jealous arah orang atu pasal ia lawa or whatsoever, kau boleh kalahkan ia dengan pelajaran' - my sister.
'dont waste your time for him now, waste your time untuk belajar. someday kalau zimah kaya, he'll come to you' - eyoy.

i hope eyoy remembers what he was sayin to me 3 years ago, yoy! :D you & I know dulu you were referrin to gshlgwoslk but now, i'm referrin for someone. :) thanks explains! :D

lastly, HAPPY 17TH, AMINUL RASHID!

SMJA raya celebration 2009.

2009-10-02T11:28:00.011+08:00

6th day of raya / arina's 15th.

2009-10-02T11:05:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 15th, DK NOORHASYIMAH NADRAH / ARINA NADHIRAH.

swensen and cheezbox.

5th day of raya!

2009-10-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

second day of raya!

2009-10-02T10:48:00.004+08:00

quick update.

2009-09-27T05:51:00.001+08:00

we celebrated my sister's birthday at Swensen and Cheezbox hours ago. i'll upload the photos soon. :)

it's been ages since i dated my blog. i don't know if people is still readin this or not. okay, how was my raya so far? it was good, that's what i can say. saufi beraya ke rumahku tadi sama _____. *kirai kirai ;)

sorry for the late but hey people, i actually did perm and dyed my hair masa raya! be jealous. :D

it's 5.50ish am and i'm still wide awake. insomnia, i guess? :/ pfft.

First Day of Eid.

2009-09-23T10:04:00.009+08:00

first day of eid - yknow where we celebrated, home sweet home. :) more on facebook.

meet me niece, Aleysha. isn't she cute? :D fyi, she hates takin pictures. :S

P/s: photos of second day of raya will be uploaded soon. my camera is with my brother now. soyeah.

takbir makes me wanna cry. :'(

2009-09-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of Ramadhan. tomorrow is Hari Raya. well, I'm not excited. :) I hope tomorrow is goin to be a good-good day for me. i got 'new things' to be shown but just see tomorrow, yea?

and sigh, i hope we're doin just fine. :(

hey yeah!

2009-09-18T12:27:00.002+08:00

i seriously had fun yesterday. bungsu called me in the mornin, she wanted me to accompany her to go to bandar but i rejected her cause i had a date, shoppin with my ibunda and sister. mall, qiulap, batu satu and blablabla. we also went to Jabatan Perumahan to discuss about our new house at Rimba. ohyes, we cross Hospital Ripas when we wanted to go to Batu Satu and we saw my mum's cousin! foryourinformation, nini had operation yesterday but sorry nini, we weren't there for you. :( she's in ICU now, hope you're doing just fine. get well soon, ni. amin. we were asked us to go to Bengkurong as soon as possible to discuss about nini's condition. at last, we all agree not to tell nini about her penyakit. sigh.
when i was down yesterday, i received a text from zee sayin "Aren't you going to rimba? I heard your brother is going there. Cause my mom said she wanna see your mom." few seconds after that, abang messaged me, "jimah, beritahu babu. mama si arif memanggil ke rumah nya di rimba ah." soyeah, we did go to Rimba, our new house. :D fyi readers, our house is SUPER CLOSE! what a coincidence, macam sebelahan rumah saja. haha. same jalan, same simpang and same way! :D hee. i reached there and i saw azim! my eldest brother. ia atu di mana mana saja ada tu eh. hahaha. :P nah, pictures!

finally, we went to Gadongzzzz. i mean zee and I. we shopped a lot. charles and keith, bingo, itop, ego, faceshop and blablabla! bought Louis Vuitton bag and necklace from iTop. 6 nailpolishes, pencil eyeliner, makeup removal, blusher, makeup bag, lipstick and fake eyelashes from Faceshop. skinny jeans, cool tshirt and cardigans from Ego Ladies. braceletssss from ego too. and uhh, a lot! i can't recall. ha-ha. final spot was Coffee Bean. ;)

i had fun after 12 hours of goin out although abang akhir ambil kami di malam, around 11pm? :(

i'm hopeful.

2009-09-16T03:14:00.002+08:00

I wish you knew that I'm cryin of you now.
:'(

days left to Hari Raya. well, I still can wait. I'm not excited, really am. I'm waitin for somethin but sigh, so far, I can't see any sign. I hope Syawal is going to be a good month. I've been prayin for this good. amin.

do you notice that i delete some of my posts, readers?

thanks, momma!

2009-09-11T15:01:00.005+08:00

we had Makan Doa Arwah again yesterday for Pengiran Bendahara Pengiran Anak Haji Mohammad Yassin. the princesses did come too. (Y) was fun, though. but sorry, no picture to be shown.
we didn't bring our camera. ohyes, i met Izzul Islam too! *kirai kirai. haha. nadawah, irsha. :D

i have been stuck in my room all day along since lastnight. could you imagine how bored i was? so, just now, i decided to go downstairs. guess what i saw? OMG! IT'S LG SCARLET LCD TV!!! :DDD and washer dryer, another DVD, microwave and err, i forgot? gezz, my family didn't even tell me. :S ohyeah, mom is gonna buy Nissan Latio soon jua. pfft.

as you guys know, i deleted my recent post. SORRY! :D wanna mention it here again that ~~we're movin out to Rimba Jalan 99~~ err, next year perhaps? it's not that i hate livin there or whatsoever. it's just, i don't wanna leave my current home, Beribi Gadong. :(

so long, readers.

2009-09-04T11:46:00.001+08:00

i feel like i wanna sleep again for forever when i woke up this morning because i dont wanna face the truth. :S i wanna disappear for a week. stop looking for me, okay? :)

p/s : but uhh, as i promise zee, i will upload lastnight's photos today. so hmph, later! :)

//ADDED
here i go! photos are in order. i wasn't allowed to go out, actually due to my baby brother's birthday celebration but tralala. do tell me if you want your photo(s) to be removed. :D more photos will be uploaded on Facebook soon! :)

lastly,
HAPPY 7th AK MD SYUKRI AIMAN ANWAR BPA! 3/9
sorry, kaka zimah wasn't there when you were celebrating your birthday. my present for you explains my apology. :)

thats why my ex is still my ex.

2009-09-02T21:59:00.002+08:00

now, i realise that we're just a friend? :D

stop and stare.

2009-09-01T03:16:00.004+08:00

mom brought my sister and i to somewhere this morning after schooltime. we were bored. so, we decided to take pictures.

me no likey the outfit. :S

p/s: i'll be having my english oral exam later. wish me luck! :)

Doa Arwah @ Lambak.

2009-09-01T03:07:00.002+08:00

August 30th 2009.

we had fun, seriously. :D

Khairul's 18th @ Pizza Hut

2009-09-01T03:00:00.003+08:00

we're siblings. ;) arina, khairul and azim.

Pizza Hut Gadong.
Thursday, August 27th 2009.
6 pm onwards/sungkai.

roadshow, malay oral.

2009-08-25T20:09:00.000+08:00

in the morning, teacher came to our class room and she told us that we were going to have our oral for malay, from BN 103/0092 till 0102. we were all shocked. :O we weren't ready at all, of course. and the important thing is, we didn't bring our IC. :S i had to call my mum and asked her to bring my IC to school.
so hmph, selected students were having roadshow in the hall the whole day today. yes, i was included. :) the roadshow was fun. all i did was laugh. i was in group 1 with Mir, Nis, Aiman, Zul, Amal, Lyna and Iffah. ohyes, we were given name-tag. ;)
1150am, i went to my car to take my phone. there was one message, i thought it was from J but uhh, no. it was from my malay teacher. i straight away went to my teacher's stuff to meet her. yes, i was rushing. :P as i met her, she said 'ketara wah dayangku ani bawa mobile ke sekolah'. hahaha. no, my teacher was wrong. i dont bring my phone to school. i mean, R-A-R-E. :)
we were all asked to wait for our turn for the oral infront of the library. first index number was 0092, its aqilah's number but she was absent. from that move to 0093, zee's index number, but zee nada IC. :/ soyes, yknow now, my turn! like whaaaaat? yang first? :O i read a lot of doa before entering the room. i think i cried too? :P hehehe. but alhamdulillah, it helps. i wasn't feeling nervous during the conversation/oral. i hope i'll past my malay. amin yarabbal allamin. photos above are after my oral exam.

i feeling better now. see my body temperature, 37.4, HAHAHAPPY! :D yes, im high. sowhat? :)

jjjjjj.

2009-08-24T20:33:00.001+08:00

~~uoy era erehw, j?~~ :(

accident road.

2009-08-24T13:30:00.009+08:00

police and my mum.
we had a car accident this morning. so, i had to call abang jirul to pick us up and send us to school.
what can i say about school today? well, i had fun although i got fever and sore throat because of not enough sleeping. khadijah and aqilah said i look so different today. i dont know why? and amin said he loves my eyes. weird, yes? syuhada and aqilah agree with him too. to be honest, i dont really like my eyes because for me it's too small. ya think so? i love fiqah's new lenses, black. (Y) hee. ohyes, before i forget, we had this so called 'sembahyang tolak bala' and 'membaca yassin' at surau this morning after geography.

i'm gonna sleep now. yes, sleepy much. afternoon, readers. mwaa. ohyes, pictures are not edited, anyhow. :)

//ADDED
it's 3.15 pm now. i just woke up from my nap cause my phone keeps on singing. like uhh, berbunyi, then, i ignored it, berbunyi lagi and again and over and over again. yes, a lot of 'and's. so what? can you see the time there? i need june o'level result. i really need it. EMERGENCY!!

happy fasting.

2009-08-23T22:30:00.003+08:00

i'll do anything to prove iloveyou. :)

sorry for not updating. i've been busy with a lot of things nowadays. ohyeah, ~~i got two pimples on my forehead~~ cause i didnt have enough sleep. :/ i only slept for 4 hours lastnight! a night before, 6 hours. tonight, entah, 2 hours maybe? dont be suprise if i wear concealer tomorrow to school. :P

i havent finished doing my art. not that 'art' art but this 'art' art. art yang besar. scroll down, ada a lot of examples arah my 'doa makan arwah' post. just look the wall. kinda macamatu. gahh. can someone help me, please? :(

guess who texted me first yesterday morning? it's asmee! like whaaaaa? seriously? :O hours before, mum asked me either ia di brunei or inda. i said 'i don't know' cause he didnt even tell me. ia left brunei lagi ia inda bagitahu. :P back to my story, he texted me 'kau mahu ________? bukan today eh. kalau aku balik ke brunei lah sudah'. soyeah. hehe. later at night, i went terawih. yknow, masjid jame asre. guess siapa aku nampak? IT'S ASMEE and ARIFFIN! i cant describe how happy i was. they're a good friend. there's nothing wrong for me to say like that, right? :) but uhh, i was sad cause he didnt tell me that he's in brunei now. :( but thats okay. heee.

man of the match.

2009-08-20T01:48:00.002+08:00

since im having insomnia now, i decide to greet Safwan for being the 'man of the match' last two weeks on sunday! yknow what i mean, PIP thingy. :) congrats, Safwan Amaluddin Sabli! :D

i stole your pictures from your facebook. be mad because i just don't care. :P haha. see you on monday, safwan! cause im not going to school today. :) ohyeah, i hate when he says that Yusri is his brother. :/ i know he's just your cousin. talking about Yusri, he did complain 'nada jua kau ada masa dpmm monday ah. ngalih saja ku sedia kan ..........', haha. i have no idea what he means, actually. and yeah, wanna know something? safwan tukar hairstylenya tia since ia jadi man of the match. hahaha. :P congrats again, Safwan! :)

i lovelovelove today! :D

2009-08-17T21:28:00.001+08:00

i had fun shopping with my mum today. :D i have wasted/spent $150+.

things that i've bought ;
1. Charles and Keith Pumps
2. Charles and Keith Bag
3. New contact lenses
4. Lens solution
5. Revlon Two mascaras - purple and black
6. Revlon Lip gloss
7. Starbuck coffee

arty art.

2009-08-17T15:41:00.009+08:00

pictures of last Wednesday during art! :D my partners are zee, wafee and yusri.

doa arwah.

2009-08-17T08:32:00.006+08:00

im not going to school today cause i am fxcking tired. i had fun yesterday sama kaka fajrina and my sister - arina. all we did was laugh. im not gonna eat today pasal i ate a lot yesterday just wanted to regain my energy. :/ i felt like macam nada banyak orang yang datang kelmarin.

n : kenapa macam inda meriah ani?
m : maksud mu?
n : macam sikit orang.
m : banyak jua.
n : sikit kali ah.
m : mana kan inda, kau bekurung dalam bilik sama dapur saja.
n : eh tapi benar sikit kali ah.
m : eh ada lagi tu dalam bilik makan ah.

yes, i felt macam sikit orang wah. usually, i would sambut the guests but not for yesterday. bersalam pun inda cause kaka fajrina inda suruh. :P except masa aunt pg datin hajah hairani and his husband datang, we did shake hand with them. (Y) time for pictures now. sorry for the quality, i was using my phone. the camera was entah.

bilik makan.
tv room.

akurindukau! :D

2009-08-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

i am currently out of credit. yayer for that! :D i dont wanna recharge it but i feel like i want to. nevermind that, ive told him that i will be busy starting tadi until tuesday. sighhhh, aku rindu kau sudah! hahaha. okay, F that up. :)

qwerty.

2009-08-15T14:27:00.001+08:00

i should blog about school today cause i am super duper hyper, i think? haha. martini and murjiyah said i looked so hyper this morning, big smile on my face, but i didn't realize that. usually, aku datang with my sad face but not for today they said. they tried to figure out something but all wrong. :P ada orang minta favour bah, he asks me to keep on smiling. so, i did it. :DDD hahaha! i didnt give all of my attention during malay today pasal ........., entah! cikgu ambil pencil case ku pasal aku main sama pencil case ku saja tadi. hehh. but fortunately, teacher gave me and all of my classmates kit kat. thanks, cikgu! :) i didn't eat the chocolate although syuhada kept forcing me to eat it. :P instead, i gave it to my baby brother. ohyeah, irsha gave me gula gula tadi tapi aku belum makan. :( karang lah, sha. :P next was literature, i felt sleepy during literature but i kept telling myself not to fall asleep. gahh. i hate wafee for something, ia tolak meja ku tadi masa literature. yknow, purposely! aku mahu revenge tapi aku baik. :P i have no idea why wafee did it. maybe pasal i kept asking him this - 'kau mahu hugging?'. HAHA. you should say yes for that, nigga! :P yusri asked me either i'm goin to watch DPMM this monday or not. i really wanna go tapi zee inda mahu arah crowded place, pasal ia takut banyak orang nampak aurat nya, sekali dosanya makin gaining tia. get me? ;)
tapi ia liat bredix karang, crowded place jua tu. :P

i will be busy tomorrow, pagi sampai malam. doa arwah, yayer! it will be FUN FUN FUN! :D i invite zee tapi i dont think she can make it. i dont know if its raining now or its just a sound of my aircond? entah, i just dont care. hehehehehe. :)

jakir's 18th.

2009-08-14T17:31:00.002+08:00

i always forgot to post this. sorry, mudzacher. but hey, HAPPY 18th YEAR, MUDZAKIRUDDIN ZAKARIA, 11/8! :D

i keep singing 'irraplaceable' today. i dont know why. hahaha.

'you must not know 'bout me,
you must not know 'bout me,
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute, baby
you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable'

sunshine

2009-08-14T08:13:00.002+08:00

morning, sunshine. this was yesterday, petang. :)

its Friday morning. my mum lends my maid arah my gramma today and lastnight. erghhhhh! :/ we have doa arwah to be attented lagi this afternoon but i'll say no for that. im tired and i have alot of correction to be done. :/

signature.

2009-08-14T07:33:00.005+08:00

we had this so called 'doa arwah' lastnight, was held at nini's house, mentiri. i was supposed to be there at 2pm but i was lazy. sheeze. dad datang awal but me, uhh, akhir. but thats okay, as long as i was there, soyeah. hekmah joined me lastnight. cause if she didn't, ~~dad would be mad at me like last year~~. i mean come on, they're neighbour, depan rumah. :)

i made this during maths. everyone loves it except for zee. :P because yknow, she hates it when i dont give so much attention on maths and doing other works. irsha, qilah and myself were talking about lipgloss and mascara during geography cause i accindentally brought those things to school yesterday and and they put it on my face. :S geez.

english is ____.

2009-08-10T15:51:00.004+08:00

my brother is suspended from school for 3 days. and he was sent home again this morning. heh. goodboy, yes? :) but before that, he came to my class when i was having my geography and asking for momma's number.

wanna know something? ~~i failed my english~~. 49% how stupid i was? i met my teacher and she commented on my work - 'nadhrah, your english is good but i dont understand why you got 12 out of 50 on paper 2. but you did very well on paper 1, you got 42 out of 60. what's your problem, actually?'. well, i am not that ~~'stupid'~~. just so yknow, imma girl, every girl likes to gossip, movies, so am i. paper 1 is into making story and whatsoever. i mean, i got an idea from watching movies. thats what i am good at. :) but instead, i hate people who's asking a lot of questions. i am usually get boring of it. when i am bored, i cant answer the questions very carefully. my summary sucks too. i have no idea what i was thinking when i sat for my exam. i wanna say that i hate english. but i am not allowed, im sure zee will be mad and say 'dont ever say that. english is important for you!'. she yelled at me once. haha. very funny. :P

sir zakaria whispered tadi ;
sz : you're the highest.
n : higest apa?
sz : your art, your folio.
n : apaeh? iawah?
sz : yes, the highest.
n : my brother too?
sz : your brother? yes yes. among his classmate.

yayer for me! haha. momma and my second brother would be proud of us if they knew. because its art. ;) teheeee.

my nini called me just now, homephone. he wants to bring me jalan. beli heels or bags he said. buttttttt momma is working right now. so, i cant make it. but instead, he gave an $20 easi card, he knows i was out of credit. its been a two months plus (i guess) i didnt recharge my phone. my friends know about this. heeeee! :)

leopard.

2009-08-10T15:39:00.000+08:00

i went out yesterday with my momma and aiman. shopping, hairdo, potong baju, shooping again.
my baju raya, its goldish and leopard.

i have no idea what they were doing. buy yeah, i love copper mini, actually. NOT! haha. :P

...... :)

2009-08-09T14:49:00.002+08:00

picture from lastnight, in my phone. ohyeah, aku tinggi. :PPP
we celebrated birthday party lastnight. was fun. tehee. more pictures are still in the camera. im lazy to transfer it. :)

okay hmph, we got this so called quiz about 'menyambung ayat' during malay yesterday. was fun. (Y) my partner was qilah and irsha. guess what? we could answer all of the questions. i mean, WE WON. hee. ohyeah, have i told you guys that i passed my malay qualifying exam? i got 70%. for the very first time, babay. proud of it. hahaha.

unbelievable.

2009-08-07T18:38:00.003+08:00

we are having our 'pop mie' now. :)

tell you what, i am shocked! pasal............., don't wanna tell you what. i cant believe that this shit happens again. HE IS BACK! :O yknow, you're not welcome here. shussh, go away. far away from me!

i will continue later.

khairol's 18th.

2009-08-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th YEAR, AK MD KHAIROL ANWAR BPA
the one with green cara melayu. don't look at me, i was ugly. :S was at Princess's crib on hari raya.
he is the brother of mine who's studying at Science College. he loves art, good at art, party planner and a designer too. :) he made a plenty of banner sudah for prom, school, function, charity and oh a lot. and and he got ''BRILIANT AWARD O'LEVEL TOP IN BRUNEI 2008". hohey, congrats! :D

(Y)

2009-08-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

i had a marvelous monday yesterday. momma didn't go to work because she was lazy. :) so, we make a family/siblings bonding - my four brothers, sister, momma and myself, was great. firstly, we sent azim to bengkurong. secondly, we sent dani to ugama school. he hates school cause by the time we said we wanted to send him, he said 'ugama lagi. sekarang kamu buat aku susah hati'. HAHA. :P about two minutes after that, nini called me. he said he wanted to treat us. ;) pasal nini mahu buat masjid di indonesia. jauh, yes? he brought us to WYWY lambak, having our lunch there. we ordered a lot of foods. macam habis satu then datang lagi, habis satu, datang lagi. haha. it costs $80+ altogether.

after that, we went to serusof, gadong and qiulap. ohyeah, i visited Vincchi yesterday. i dont like the shoes there, was about to buy but nada yang lawa. :(

birthday boys. :P

2009-08-01T14:07:00.001+08:00

firstly,

July 30 - Happy 20th, my dearest cousin - Izzul Islam Azhar.
July 31 - Happy 19th, Aziman.
August 1 - Happy 19th, Bazement @ Ak Izzullah Pg Omar Ali Safuddin.

'you are the first one who greets me'. haha. :P

exam is not over yet, two papers left and i will be free. ;) i ate my lunch just now but ~~i throw out the foods in my stomach trough my mouth, meaning, vomit/puke.~~ disguating, yes? but i had to do that. i have been doing it for three days now. haha.
my brother was sent home this morning due to no IC. i mean he left his IC at bengkurong which is the place where he lives now. so, no exams for him and 'yes' exam for me. :P we are in the same level, form 5 that is, soyeah, i'm not gonna tell you the questions. :P
i didn't sleep lastnight pasal ............ . i was on msn with aiman, he made me laugh tapi i just couldn't smile/grin/laugh cause i was using face mask. macam ber-botox kalau kan ketawa. okay whatevs, *rolling eyes. :P
ohyeah, i went out with my ibunda on last thursday after school time and i saw this sexy gladiator. 6 inch, satisfied enough, yes? :D

n : eh lawa eh gladiator ah.
i : kau kan beli?
n : bah. mana saja. *grin
i : banyak jua sudah kasut mu di rumah.
n : tapi aku mahu ani.
i : kan membanyakkan collection?
n : haha. au.
i : bah, ambil tia.

thanks bunda for that. :) no worries, next time i will bring you to this expensive shop, JIMMY CHOO. :D no more charles and keith. :P but sadly, di sini nada JIMMY CHOO. :( huhu.

photos of bbq.

2009-07-27T17:24:00.004+08:00

here is my promise. :D photos are in order.

yes, sikit orang. family bbq, i call it? :P

bbq.

2009-07-26T19:38:00.004+08:00

maid and sister.
the bbq lastnight was going so well but very tiring until i fell asleep with my plaid shirt and black skinny jeans. and guess what? i did eat lastnight! :O because there were alot of foods. i love the lamb chop. (Y) haha. i think i gain weight for eating it. :( :P gezz. sorry, i can't upload the photos cause the photos are still in the camera. maybe, soon. yes? :)

lucky laki.

2009-07-25T15:09:00.000+08:00

abang called me this morning, around 6ish am. he said we will be having BBQ later. :D yayer! picture above is from abang's 19th birthday, was on 23rd may, pantai berakas, bbq. :)
soooo, geo two was hard. :/ irk was quite okay. (Y) hehe.
my brothers annoyed me just now. they came to my room when i was busy dating with my facebook and asked 'kaka jimah, do you know this song - aku bukan lah superman ..........', annoying wah. sheeze. :/ so, as their request, i downloaded the song and watched the video clip on youtube. i tell you, the band was *ten thumps up! you better watch it, no regret. :D entah, at first i hated them but hey, they are actually (Y)! they can sing, play drum and so on. i salute their father for teaching them! hee. okay, don't get me wrong. my family members and i are not into indonesian band, proudly to say. but i don't know. my baby brother likes it pasal ada 'superman' kali? heyho, i am still not into them. i am just saying that they are actually great! :)

$370. money, money.

2009-07-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

"sediakan $370 and everything will be okay."

HAHA. stupid quote. :P i'm currently doing my past year paper exam question. gezz. hoyeah, no sleep tonight. ;)

6 months.

2009-07-24T00:02:00.004+08:00

was in KualaLumpur, 2007."WE ARE SIBLINGS!" :D say it out loud!

dad gave $50 just now. now, khairol, arina and i are thinkin which restaurant should we go for our dinner. but gezz, i am on diet now. i think, i can't go. believe me, i haven't eaten for three days. proud of it. ;)
i have new plaid shirt, it's blue. lawa. :)

"give me a lesson on how to steal, steal a heart, as fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine." -6 months by hey monday.

bubble!

2009-07-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

i am currently playing my brother's ballon/bubble. siuuuuuuuuuk! :D it's 330-ish pm, he's off to ugama already. as you can see, i am still in my school uniform. ;) to lazy to change it.
so, exam was (N). maths two was oh-okay. and malay one was payah, hell yeahzzzz! ~~oKaYzZ, tYpiNg LiKe dizz iZ sO cOoLzx,~~ NOT! back to my story, malay one was payah. i couldn't elaborate my points. ergh. hope i'll get 60+ for malay, amin. cause last time, i only got 56% for malay but 73% for english. sheeze. what ya think? this is so not right. :S
my mom and dad are at bengkurong now, having a meeting about insurance car with abang nazri cause he's going to teach his students in smja again. welcome back! :)

p/s: saturday - Geography two and IRK 1.

boredom.

2009-07-23T00:11:00.002+08:00

i haven't revised my maths yet because i am lazy. sheeze. ohyeah, i deleted my previous post about the ex-boyfriend thingy cause 'H' is reading this. :) and and i read his blog too! his friend says 'congrats about the girl, your nadhrah.' well err, i don't know how to respond you, HisFriend. :)
i didn't notice that i clicked 'in a relationship' link when i wanted to change my status on facebook to 'its complicated'. my brother - azim gave a comment, saying 'WOW!'. ofcourse, i was like 'wow what?! :O' :O it seems like he doesn't like when i am in a relationship, yes? HAHAHA.
i am bored. i should be studyin pulang. blahh. i can hear my dad is on the phone now with Luqman because he keep saying that name. i think Luqman is his pekerja, isn't it? i wonder 'apakan keraja babah ani?'. i was told my dad is a businessman but entah, i just don't care. ;)
i have no idea why Fah'es calls me 'Jazwan'. hmph? :/

i need to sleep by now. so long and goodnight, readers!

wish me luck!

2009-07-22T15:14:00.003+08:00

i just got back from extraclass. i am tired.
as you guys know, i'll be sitting for my qualifyin exam tomorrow, maths and malay. wish me luck! :)

i bought new coloured skinny jeans few days ago. it's purple. but i just have one problem with it. gahh. oh oh yeah, i am on diet now. ~~i'm getting fatter~~, don't you think so? always remember bazli's word - 'tahan saja'. well, thanks bazli. :)

imissyou. :)

2009-07-20T22:03:00.006+08:00

(3 years ago's photo!)
i dedicate this post to someone. you know who you are. :)
it's sad to know that there are some people that i will have to say goodbye to in my lifetime. it's sad how they can just slowly fade away and i just have to sit there and watch it happen. have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation? one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? if so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days. and none will outweight the one you wish you had back. and even if we never talk again. always remember that i'm forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me. times were tough, but memories remain. situations were rough but we overcame. side by side, together we grew. when all is said & done i'll look back on friends like you there's those occasional nights when you break down and mad because you know that things will never be the same. well, i guess tonight's one of them. i won't even pretend that i still know you maybe you're the one that's lost but you're not looking for a way back. can't you see our friendship was the cost great to see you're smiling again but it's a shame we can't stay friends. it's sad to see that two people who use to be so close don`t even recognize each other anymore. not because we grew up but, because we grew apart. months from now, i'm gonna look back and remember that you were ;
-the one who could turn every frown into a smile in a few simple words.
-the one who lifted my head when i was losing faith in myself.
-the one who was there for me after every fight, every break up, every death.
-the one who always knew what i was feeling by our conversation.
-the one who accepted who i was when everyone else laughed in my face.
:)
-the one that accepted every decision i made, believing that i'd make the right decisions.
-the one who knew who i really was.
-the one that made the biggest difference in my life.
it's you, intimate friend♥.

its okay to want someone you can't have. it's okay to keep friendships when you don't want them, or want something more. its okay to cry when you're hurt and its okay to stay mad at someone who hurts you. believe it or not, its always gonna be okay. thats just how it works. sometimes, things don't always work out the way you want them to, and a lot of times, it seems like they never will, but its okay. thats how life's supposed to go. its all about learning, how to deal with the bumpy parts in the road and waiting till they're smooth again. its all about forgiving and forgetting. its all about waiting and wishing. thats just how life is. the worst thing in life is to lose a friend. a friend means the world to me. a friend that i put all my trust and faith in a friend that i believed in from the start. ~~a friend that took the center of my heart~~. a friend that i'd die for. a friend that i wanted to cherish for a lifetime. a friend, a good friend, a best friend, an intimate friend. it's not up to me anymore. if you want me in your life, you're just going to have to figure out a way to get me there. a real best friend never gets sick of me, they always want to hang out with each other, they have all the insiders in the world, no matter what happens or who comes along. nothing gets in the way of their friendship. i look at all the pictures from the past, thinking of how the years/days went by so fast. the jokes, the laughs and cute photos. the people ive known since way back when the new kids came every now & then. the friendships you make come and go, but there's always those few you'll always know. now as we go our separate ways, i know ill remember those days.

emo much? yes? no? err, are you reading this? :) hoyeah, imissyou! :( i think i need time-machine now. back to 2006, can i? :D

pictures.

2009-07-17T17:14:00.001+08:00

i found hari raya last year album in my mum's room just now. so, i took pictures using my phone. im just lazy to print it. soyeah.

soon! :)

2009-07-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

on july 15th, i sent abang to bengkurong. then, mum decided to go to padang/bandar/perayaan after that. it reminds me of my past but i just don't care. O:) mum plans to buy a new car.
abang suggests Dodge Caliber.

and i suggest mum to buy Honda Accord Coupe

or

Nissan Cefiro.

but mum replies us with 'we will see'. so people, we will see. :)

deylah's 16.

2009-07-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16th NURFADHILLAH ISMAIL.
she was my literature-mate. i remember when we were studying literature at 4g's class, then my brother came. you were like ~~'OMG! cute jua lelaki atu'~~, suprisingly i went 'OMG DEY, HE'S MY BROTHER!'.
sorry for not texting you, im out of credit. but i went to Friendster tadi, signing in, went to your page and greet you. be happy with Fadhullah, yes? tehee. :)

p/s: i didn't attent school again today. gahh. im getting lazier. :/ help me!

two words, good night!

2009-07-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

i am going to sleep now. goodnight. mwaa.

x,
jn♥.

officially engaged.

2009-07-12T19:14:00.000+08:00

my baju kurung arrived at 11-ish pm lastnight. ~~erghh, spoilt my night.~~ *rolling eyes. attented majlis pertunangan this afternoon. as i reached there, as usual, i saw all of my cousins were wearing the same baju. uncool, yes? mum brought us to bandar/kg ayer, crusing around after that. ~~i hate to admit this, we were all sakai.~~ :O

hari raya!

2009-07-11T15:54:00.003+08:00

i miss hari raya so much. :( blame syuhada for this. :P

Hari Raya 2007.

Makan Doa Arwah 2008.

Hari Raya 2008.

there are a lot of pictures, actually. but i'm lazy to upload it. maybe next time, yes? :)

compromise, anyone? :P

2009-07-11T14:47:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating. the wifi was killing me. and plus, i am still out of credit since june 22nd. so, i couldn't update this blog through laptop and cellphone.
but now, the wifi is okay now.
i went to school this morning. i was shocked about the hand sanitizer thingy. teacher erne handed me hand sanitizer and i refused what i had been asked. i tried to escape but she blocked my way and forced me to hand her. lastly, i handed her my hand. :P
we were having our qualifying exam for english this morning. that's why i went to school. if it is not because, i wouldn't be going. paper 1 was fairly hard. paper 2 was quite okay. hope i will pass. amin.
i'm bored now. we have majlis pertunangan for my dad's first cousin, Ampuan Sairul Azmi Ampuan Said tomorrow. ~~hope it's gonna be fun.~~ i'm here waiting for my baju kurung to arrive. i have to wear it tomorrow. gahh. mudahan tah ada. amin. i'm bored bored bored now. i wanna go out but i have no kawan. :( i wanna bring zee jalan but sheeze, i have to meet her parents dulu. cause remember last time, my convo with her mum ;

n : aunt, can i bring zee jalan?
a : have you told her?
n : yeah but she didn't reply my text.
a : she is out of credit, i think.
n : maybe.
a : eh, ada jua credit nya tu. $10, belum berpakai.
n : ah. entah ah. she didnt reply me.
a : just go upstairs. meet her.
n : okay.
a : she's grounded actually, yknow?
n : oh yeah? that means i can't bring her?
a : you can. where are you guys going?
n : gadong. buying presents for our friends.
a : oh, you go lah.
a : eh wait, nad.
n : err, yes?
a : who was the guy yang sent zee home masa that night? was he your cousin?
n : err, yang mana satu?
a : yang kerita mazda kuning.
n : ah yeah. he's my cousin.
a : what's his name?
n : bazement. eh, izzullah.
a : i saw zee was alone masa balik dalam kerita. she told me he's your cousin but you weren't there. iatah, i was curious.
n : ah atu, pasal he lives around here. minyak nya lagi kan habis. so, he had to send me home first cause my house is near gadong.
a : oh okay. agatah, go upstairs.

see, i had to lie. bazement is not my cousin. no no. and he doesnt live at Qiulap, he lives at Muara.